Choose joy. Love + Anti-Love
Love + Anti-Love


Yan. LASB. 20. Philippines.
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College senior. Superstudentnurse. Future civil rights lawyer. Writer. Artist. Sarcasm generator. Music geek+snob. Bookworm.

I thrive on my attachment to the world, books, music, films, television, fashion and art in general. I am strongest with a pen in my hand-- weakest against gratification.

These are the stories I write and this is my story. Someday, I will travel and change the world.

I used to hate people and the color pink, but then, I grew up. For more information, click on (duh) the information booth.



Empty chairs. Empty hearts.

Empty chairs. Empty hearts.

Notes • Sunday, November 13, 2011 • reblog this

For loveless fools like us.

For loveless fools like us.

Notes • Wednesday, November 09, 2011 • reblog this

Of course.

Of course.

Notes • Wednesday, November 09, 2011 • reblog this

I’ve never wanted something rational.

I’ve never wanted something rational.

Notes • Wednesday, November 09, 2011 • reblog this

It’s a blur from last Monday to this day.

It’s a blur from last Monday to this day.

Notes • Monday, November 07, 2011 • reblog this

I don’t think I’ll ever run out of happy photos.
This one stands out from the rest because it looks like we’re just hanging out. Who would think that, through the months and even during our stint as RLE group, we fought, hated, backstabbed, loved, made peace and made a pseudo support group with each other?
It’s been a crazy first semester.
But, then. That is just the beginning.

I don’t think I’ll ever run out of happy photos.

This one stands out from the rest because it looks like we’re just hanging out. Who would think that, through the months and even during our stint as RLE group, we fought, hated, backstabbed, loved, made peace and made a pseudo support group with each other?

It’s been a crazy first semester.

But, then. That is just the beginning.

Notes • Saturday, November 05, 2011 • reblog this

Prayer changes things.
Cathedral. Bacolod, 2011. 

Prayer changes things.

Cathedral. Bacolod, 2011. 

Notes • Thursday, November 03, 2011 • reblog this

Just close your eyes and sing for me.Bacolod, 2011. 

Just close your eyes and sing for me.
Bacolod, 2011. 

Notes • Tuesday, November 01, 2011 • reblog this

Where do we go from here?

Where do we go from here?

Notes • Tuesday, November 01, 2011 • reblog this

I was post processing photos and I saw this. It immediately reminded me of one of those songs that I’ve shoved into my pocket post-2008. And now, it’s back in my mental playlist.
Carry This Picture For Luck, Dashboard Confessional

I was post processing photos and I saw this. It immediately reminded me of one of those songs that I’ve shoved into my pocket post-2008. And now, it’s back in my mental playlist.

Carry This Picture For Luck, Dashboard Confessional

Notes • Tuesday, November 01, 2011 • reblog this

November, more than any other months.
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November, more than any other months.

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Notes • Tuesday, November 01, 2011 • reblog this

My blood rushes for something ice cold and sweet. Happy Halloween!Dairy Queen. Manila, 2011. 

My blood rushes for something ice cold and sweet. Happy Halloween!
Dairy Queen. Manila, 2011. 

Notes • Monday, October 31, 2011 • reblog this

The treat in my trick or treat.Calea. Bacolod, 2011. 

The treat in my trick or treat.
Calea. Bacolod, 2011. 

Notes • Monday, October 31, 2011 • reblog this

I need a happy photo.But I’m too lazy to post process.So. 

I need a happy photo.
But I’m too lazy to post process.
So. 

Notes • Thursday, October 27, 2011 • reblog this

char lang.

char lang.

Notes • Friday, October 21, 2011 • reblog this