Today is definitely one of those days where I feel so privileged to be exposed to a job like this, at an age like this.

Sometimes, I can only get so weary, at twenty, that I have seen an abominable amount of misery come into the center of the Earth, of my earth. I have to admit that where I am now has made me so jaded and… anxious about several things that we cannot change. :)

Meanwhile, on a higher scope, as much as I have seen the world end numerous times, I have also seen new lives made, may it be in a one-day-old child or magnificent rebirths that most of us have longed to experience when dipping into the sour disposition of life-as-we-know-it.

Above all of the things I have learned in the past accumulative four (freaking) years, I have learned that whether I pursue the same field or chase my wildest dreams, eitherway… I will be okay. I have learned, through both God’s will and the universe in the face of hope and despair, that I will be able to achieve anything I put my mind into.

There’s still two months left in college and several more for nursing and PNLE, but I think I have received its greatest lesson already.

One of these days, I will look back to this day like I have looked back, over and over again, to that day I have decided on nursing. Like the best Pokemon we have hidden in the Pokeballs in our pockets, I conclude that I did not choose this at all. It chose me.